The Vast Universe and Beyond

Sometimes, why do we have to fulfill other wishes and instead ours in the process?
It gives lots of unnecessary pressure and that pressure is gonna kill someone one day. Why do we have to abide by the rules? Yeah, maybe you would think I'm rebellious. But well rules are sometimes just too strict and restricts your thinking and sometimes to a small extent might actually control one's life when you least know it. Viola, everything will be controlling your life and you would just be there wondering what the hell just happened to your pathetic life and cursing everybody you know on your current journey to probably what? Hell? Hey sometimes we just need that bit of love and that confidence that would just allow us to survive in the cruel reality of life. Life doesn't give a damn about who the hell you are neither does it give a damn what the hell you are here for on Earth? Sometimes looking up on the blank dark sky, I would wonder whether there is really a God up there or maybe we are in a matrix (which I think we are) where we are just here for some higher-being to play with our destiny on Earth. In some countries, like mine there are hardly any stars and that ain't good, because to me stars gives me hope. Yeah I know this might sound childish. Say or think whatever you want. I ain't childish as far as I'm concerned.

What exactly are those heavenly bodies in our vast universe for? For kicks? Just for us mankind to stretch our imagination? Just for us to ponder everyday? Or is our universe or shall I say THE universe (there could be multiple out there)is just merely a test of our determination and perseverance? Do our Solar System actually mean something at the end of the day? Where all the planets will line up and show a sign to us, Mankind, about something that we didn't realize till that day? What exactly are these planets doing there for? Who or is it the vast universe that created them?

Every religion all believe that God would come to save mankind from world destruction. It's not that I don't believe in religions. It's just... Never mind. I don't think I should doubt it since I'm a Catholic myself but a fallen Catholic at that. But 1 thing that I'm sure I believe is that 1 day we would know what all this really means and that we would remember it's true meaning forever. I've always wondered what's outside this Mother Earth. 1 day, 1 day maybe it would just dawn upon us like the light showing us the Path of Illumination. From that day on, I'm sure we would then realize that spending time on Earth was not wasted and instead it fits like a part of a puzzle that we didn't realize at first.

That's when the light is shown upon us like how the angel sings and praises God. :D

The weird thing is why do teenagers nowadays have the urge to start relationships at the slightest measure? Is it really that important? Love? What is love? Even the adults don't even know what exactly is love all about. Since young, children were always told. Love is the test of affection between 2 people and that "love" won't be able to break them apart no matter what. But still, divorce cases are on the rise. This is as such that made the younger generations have a sort of "phobia" to marriages as they think that relationships is just giving in to each other. Yeah, you might think I know lots of such stuff. Matter of fact, I don't.



And still till today I suppose...


"DEVILS NEVER CRY" - Dante